Friday, April 2, 2010

FIST IN COW!

Dear Ate,
I spent all of today in your room watching gossip girl. Literally. I woke up, ate meatless food (which for every filo probably means palabok) and into your room I went to watch Gossip Girl on my laptop. I am up to season three and omgsh Chuck is soo sweet ^^ And Nelly Yuki is cute..kinda annoying though. Penelope should go bury herself in a hole =="
Enough about gossip girl though... I am considering moving into your room. Agree or disagree? The major reason I want to move into there is so I can have a photo strip on my/your wall :D But if I DO move into your room, I'm going to leave everything pretty much the same. Just with an added photo strip and (if i ever get a job and save up for one) an electric guitar :D I have big plans for your room. And chi chi is already planning stuff for our room once I move out. And it isn't even certain yet D: Gee... someone's eager to get rid of me *rollseyes* Although, I have made some mental notes.. I want to sleep in there for one night to see what it's like. Might not be able to take all the memories it brings back y'know ;P Nah I'm kidding, no need for tears !! It doesn't smell like you anymore so I can cope :D So with all these plans and full proof ideas, what's stopping me you say? You might not want me to which is all fine and dandy. I mean, it's your room :P But the other reason is cause if when you come back, you won't have anywhere to stay. And I have to keep believing that you will be back. And I guess that room is the last thing to go before everything is final =/
On a happier(?) note, I did preg testing last week.. it wasn't THAT bad tbh. I didn't get too dirty. I was worried about my shoes though. It was a sport day so I had my nice shoes on D: And I thought I'd be the last person on the first cow so I was thinking "oh sweet, I won't be pooped on !" but then when I was about to step forward, he was like "oh wait a sec, this girl's had enough, I'll bring in the next one" And I was all D: D: D: D: WHAT?! But no..it didn't poop on me. BUT! All the poop from the first cow was all over the floor that I was meant to stand on ==" Btu I got out of it clean enough :D Yes, I'll spare you the details but basically, I'm glad I did it pretty quickly cause when I shoved my hand in, I felt poop almost on it's way out :S and the cow sucked me in D: Like I was shoving my hand in and I was having trouble going past my wrist and the guy was like "keep pushing it in, a little harder" So me, being the obedient little girl I am (haha..) pushed harder just as the cow's rectum was contracting and I slipped in ==" Stupid cow and its suction power... But yeah, I got to where I was meant to be and I felt the vein and it had a beat ^^ It's very... I dunno... breathtaking I guess? to be able to feel a life. Even though that life may only have been created to serve humans and possibly die. Wow, how negative does that sound "she was born to die." Yes, another one of my emo thoughts ;P But yeah... it was nice to be able to feel the beat of a baby, even if it might end up being my dinner or the source of my milk...
This has been one of the most.. naturally written letters to you ever.. It shocks me :P Oh ! And I wrote a story for English. I like it. Or as Thai would say "I like the wordiness of it" Yes. Very intelligent boy 8-) But yeah, I'm pretty proud of it. Not sure what you'd think but whatever. If you want it, let me know :P
Yours Truly,
Kyleen
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