HOUSE CAPTAIN 2012

SO LIKE, I MADE HOUSE CAPTAIN! :D :D :D I love being house captain. Seriously, it's so much fun and my throat is sore from the house meeting today. Gah I 'm just so excited for all the sporting events now and my co-captain/vice captains are such a mad team of people and I think our house is a really good group to work with and they're cooperative and chill. Like apparently Macarthur tried to make a Facebook group but it got out of hand or something but ours was pretty good :) Productive and whatnot. Okay I'll stop bragging now :P
I am also on the year book committee which is going to be pretty cool.. Um yeah, the main reason I started this post was because I wanted to tell you about HOuse captaincy but now I feel obliged to keep writing even though I can't think of anything else to write about...

More school new for you!

Dear Ate, Rank slips are the most daunting thing year 11 students face. Seniors in general actually. But I guess in year 12 it matters more so I probably shouldn't be worrying too much. Point is, I had my half yearlies at the beginning of this term and with the results came rank slips. I told you the next few posts will be all about school... Ok so I got:

1. Chemistry: 56/69 ranked 44/100+ Not happy about that. Not at all. Soooo many of my mistakes were silly. I looked through the paper and the most basic things were overlooked MgF WHO WRITES MGF? ITS MGF2 LOSERFACE! So yeah, after tallying how many mistakes I made, I calculated my would be mark if I actually checked my paper in the few minutes I had let at the end AND I COULD HAVE GOTTEN 63! BOOOOOO
2. English: Pretty bad. like 75% bad but my entire graded did bad so I ranked 24/167 :P
3. Biology: 46/54 ranked 18th out 100+ I'm happy with that because I didn't really study for anything except legal cause it's all content based and there's sooo much to remember. So all my time and effort went into that and all my other subjects go t a quick read over my book :S
4. Art: 24/25 ranked 1 (H)
5. Maths: EHE ! I did terribly. Like super super bad as in 52% bad. Ranked 18th though. Which I found incredibly amusing
6. Legal: 42/50 ranked 12 out of 80+ Mixed feelings about legal because I had to write an essay and I did pretty well in that but the multiple choice and short answer... silly mistakes :P And teh essay, I didn't really want to do well in cause I was arguing for abortion laws to be eradicated and yeah.. not fun

Also, Art. The National Art School has asked a few schools to nominate a student to participate in an intense art theory program that counts as an extra unit to your HSC. And I really wanted to do it cause I'm happy with how I handle art theory but when I saw who else wanted to do it (who funnily enough were the other people who got 24/25:P) , I backed out because they're both interested in art/design related courses in the future and they'd probably benefit from it more. And while my being part of the choices doesn't mean I'm a definite winner, miss said she could squeeze two in so I didn't even say anything but I really really wish I did :P But whatever, they'd get more out of it and it would be mean if I took that opportunity away from them :P

Just another suggestion..

Hey you!
Another song suggestion:

They Bring me to you by Joshua Radin

"The sunrise tried to end it while we tried to stay
The rest of my life can't compare to this night
~
I love you more tonight than I, more than yesterday
The rest of my life can't compare to this night
And only the heartaches have given me sighs
They bring me to you :)"

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Subway Eat Fresh

Dear Ate,
I believe mother dear has already informed you that I have a job. Not really, it's like.. trial and selection period. The bread looks really weird before they bake it... I don't know if you want to know so I shall not divulge such disturbing information :P I don't know if that sentence made sense...
Anyway, it's year eleven half yearlies right now! That's right, second day back and we have exams *claps* Done with English and Art and they went ok I guess. Didn't run out of time like I usually do. So that's always a good start. But I'm so screwed for legal. There is so much content to remember. And gah! So much analysing of the law and the effectiveness it has on individuals and society and blahblahblah big words in latin I do not understand D:
Enough about that... my head hurts. I don't know why. Maybe it's cause I'm thirsty. I almost wrote Thursday. How weird. I want to go to an information evening at UNSW for the Science courses. It's on May 12 at the Scientia building. I don't know if I'm allowed though :/ And that mdear is all I have to report,

Love lots Kyleen

New Directions

If you didn't get the reference to glee and their club name, then boo you. If you did, congrats ! In other news, I got a haircut. Which you already saw on facebook. It's so weird and short ! Also, I sent you the story. Whether you wanted it or not :P It's up to you if you end up reading it.
My friends had a joint birthday thing at livo the other day and it was really good. We had a bible study at livo library first and then lunch and yeah. It was good :) I want to join a youth group but I'm not sure if I'd be allowed :/
...I was trying to drag this blog post out so it sounded like i had a lot to say and this blog actually had a purpose but honestly, I just saw a packet of pop tarts on sale and it reminded me of Joel. LOL Just thought I'd pass on the message...
That is all

Draw me a picture louie

Hi you! Long time no blog and I know I said I'd try to blog for you more often. But I never had anything much to say. Dot points !

• I didn't end up trying out for the art short course thing. Kinda regret that now but I had nothing to submit and it would take like two weeks off school and after missing three days, I don't really want to.
• Remember when you gave me that foundation cause it was shiny and I was like "iIll use it when I have a vampire party" as a joke? Well I DID have a Vampire party. Did I remember to use it? No. How annoying
• I wrote a short story for English extension. We're doing Gothic so it's allowed to be disturbing. Muahahahahaha. It's a static story. As in nothing happens and if you were to unwrap it all, and put into simpler terms, it's just a girl sitting in a chair freaking out. At least that's what I tried to portray but I don't know if I did it well :/ Again, let me know if you want it.

Enough about you. Shoo. Go bring Joel here please.
Hi Joel! Are you busy? (this is where you say uhh no). Ok.. lame. And if you didn't get that then I feel even lamer. Let's start again.
Happy Birthday Joel! Yes. I know it's late. But hey better late than never yeah? I'll keep this short and sweet. The last digit of you age has risen by one but does it really matter? Not really. Basically, I'd just like to say thank you for loving my sister as much as you do. Slipping into this family as well as you do. I honestly do see you as a brother now. I remember that time you visited us shortly after I came back from--- HEY IT'S 11:11 MAKE A WISH.. Anyway. Came back from Easter show. And me being the sweet tooth I am bought all candy show bags and you and I were sitting in front of the tv pigging out on them. Good times yeah? :P
Well now I have given up sweets for Lent and I am going a tad crazy. I'm trying to find loopholes but the closest I can get is yoghurt. Which isn't nearly satisfying enough. Anywho, enough about me. Call Ate back in! Although, I doubt she even left.
To both of you I say: Congratulations on getting engaged. It's been a while since it all started but why does that mean it's too late to congratulate? (yay for rhyming? :P) Every day you guys spend together is an achievement that is worth congratulating. And I have reason to believe that on top of all the stress that is the planning of this wedding and all the negativity coming from others, it would be nice to hear a friendly comment and a little encouragement. So yes. I shall be that positive voice ! *salutes*
You both are wonderful people who deserve the most fantastic wedding ever and wherever that ends up being or however you want it to turn out, I'm sure it will be perfect. Not just because of your planning skills but the fact that you guys are actually getting married. Cause in the end, that's what makes a wedding perfect right? So basically, I'm saying, stress less. Step back from all the planning once in a while and all the necessities of it to look at the big picture and say "hey, I'm marrying the bestest person in the world." Now if that doesn't make you feel better, I'm sorry but I have run out of ideas XP
I think I've dragged on enough... I'll leave you kids to it. Byeee !

For The First Time

Dear Ate,
I am so very tired right now. So much basketball lately ! Normal Wednesday sport, Zone competition on Monday where we played three games and first two rounds of tryouts for knockouts... Tis fun though
Anywho, just thought I'd like to warn you that your letters will probably mostly about school. For example, the more I do legal, the more I realise I don't think I could be a lawyer.
I can argue well. Constant arguments and debates have told me that but I don't think I agree with everything and some aspects of the law go against my personal morals. Becoming a lawer would mean letting go of all that and taking on society's values and there's no room for individualism. But what if they clash? It's a 'your loss' situation and I don't think I could fight for something or someone if I don't truly believe in it. Maybe I should take up environmental law...
oh and I might be doing an art course at some uni. National School of Arts or something. I want to. I really do. But I don't know which area of art I should do. Photography or drawing. Drawing I'm better at but photography is more fun so I dno.. I'll figure it out eventually. I have a month to apply anyway.

Love lots, Kyleen

School

Dear Ate,
First week of school. Senior year. Preliminary HSC. PHWOAR ! Mind blowing. Nah not really. It isn't too bad. I love my subjects. I love my classes. I'm a happy chappy :D Although, I'm scared for Chem because my teacher said it would be relatively intense. so far we've just eben going over junior work so it doesn't seem too difficult yet. But when we start learning new things I'll be all
Bio seems pretty interesting but I can't understand my teacher D: He has an Egyptian accent :P Legal ! oh my gosh I love legal ^^ There are mock trials this year and I put my name down for it but I don't know if I'm going to get in :/ I don't think I will. I talk a lot but I'm a bad public speaker D:
Erm what else do I do.... Art ! Sounds intense... :P All the art movements from prehistory to now crammed into 3 terms!! Or four.. don't really remember.
English I like because the teacher seems to like me cause I'm reading the Illiad :D First lesson she asked me what books I was reading and yeah.. booyah :P Thank you for that ^^
Maths. Oh my gosh. All the students that took up Extension maths make 6 or so classes. And they're all learning at a relatively fast pace and it isn't a complete different subject. They just get more maths periods and it's a continuation. And because I'm doing 2U, my class is REALLY small and the teacher seems to have so little faith in us. We spent this whole week doing stuff from like year 9 D: I think I regret not doing extension maths :/ But then I don't think I could handle 3U so I dno :/ Apparently the other 2U class' teacher was like "Aim for 60% but by next year you'll probably all be in standard... I'M SCARED ATE
Enough about my school and my subjects :P

Love Lots, Kyleen

See you in that wedding dress

Dear Ate,
So so so, since no one tells me anything, I shall just tell you and not expect a response :P Wedding . Progress . I know not of. Anywho, I remembered a thread you, chi chi and me had going about song choices for your wedding? And I thought these might suffice:

• I'd Rather Be With You - Joshua Radin

"You're the one thing that I'm missing here
With you beside me , I know longer fear
...
You waited on me for so long
So now listen to me say
I need to be bold need to jump in the cold
Want to need to grow older with a girl like you
...
I'd rather be with you
Say you want the same thing too"

• I'm Yours - The Script (A little depressing though)

"You touched these tired eyes
and mapped my face out line by line
and somehow growing old feels fine
...
You wrapped your thoughts in works of art
and they're hanging on the walls of my heart
I may not have the softest touch
I may not say the words
And though I may not look like much I'm yours
and though my edges may be rough
I never feel I'm quite enough
it may not seem like very much
but I'm yours.
...
You embraces my soul you loved my mind
you're the only angel in my life"

• I'd Do Anything - Simple Plan (I think there might be an acoustic version of this but I can't check cause we're capped. And if there isn't you can always make one :P)

"I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
Try to make you laugh
Cause somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Wil lyou remember me?
Cause I know I won't forget you."

If this isn't helpful, my bad O_O

Archibull prize

Dear Ate,
Remember when I told you that I was going to that art presentation thing? Well I went today and Hurlstone won all the categories :D overall, the mark was 97% (WHERE'S THE OTHER THREE) and $1500 for the school. AND HEY HAD THOSE GIANT NOVELTY CHECKS! It was awesome :P And my friend only just realised that you couldn't actually cash in those novelty checks. lol@him
That's pretty much all the important bits. Omgsh, my friend, the one organising SYC (the church camp i asked you about) got his youth leader to extend the early bird date thing to give me more time to get a yes and I feel bad CAUSE IT ISN'T HAPPENING D:
Also, about having to sign in to read it, scrap that, I cbb making this private :P Just keep it between you and me. Or you, me and Joel :P OI think that's all the exciting news I have... O_O Sorry for a long and irrelevant post :P

Love Lots, Kyleen

Sunrise

Dear Ate,

Wow it's been a while since I've blogged to you. I had camp a few days ago as you know and it was really fun. Caving was teh best by far and it wasn't the kind of caving where you walk down a direct path with only minor steps up or down. It was actually pretty physically challenging and, given the choice, I would not have done it because I thought I couldn't. But I didn't get a choice. I had to keep going. And when I say climbing and physically challenging, I mean half a metre ledges attached to the wall with a one metre gap to the other side of the cave wall with a four metre drop in said gap.No harnesses. Just helmets.
On the way out of the cave there was a leap of faith of sorts where you had to swing your body across. Scariest thing ever man. Cause you can see the rocks below you and you know if you fall you'll get hurt. Badly. But yeah, my group as pretty supportive. Continuously talking down the line, letting the person behind us know where there were gaps or steep drops. It was like a really weird version of Chinese whispers. I liked it :)
Best part of camp was easily Friday morning though. A bunch of us, (like half the people who attended) woke up at 5am to watch the sunrise. It was awesome. I don't know if you've ever seen the sunrise. But the view was amazing. We were sitting on a hill and at the bottom of the hill was a river and then forest. And we watched the sun rise over the trees and it was kind of a cloudy day so we could stare at the sun for quite some time and at one point, we could see the outline of the sun and it was soo pretty.
I fell out of a billy cart on the third day. It hurt .
Oh and I got my subject sheet for next year and I got everything I wanted :)
Here are some pictures of the sunset :D

Talent Quest

Hey ate,
I will edit this post later but for now:

Chi is about to take the computer off me so yeah.. ill edit later :D Cause I dont want her to see the link of this blog :P
Ok ok ok SO we had talent quest last friday and it was pretty good. Kinda weird because I did another performance with Mariel. A guitar-singing number. Not that great. So I'm not going to bother embedding it :P But yeah its findable if you're interested. ah it was so long ago that I started this post I forgot what I was going to say D: AH well.
I've noticed, the formality of this letter-blog no longer exists. meh . Sorry about that. But something tells me the formality made it sadder :P Which is not good >.>
.. Fish are friends not food I don't know why that juts came to me...
Ok I have nothing else to say LALALALALA ooh im considering changing my subjects (again). Well just maths. I want to take up extension. Which means 14 units. Damn... But I was thinking that the only reason i didnt want to do it in the first place was cause it was too hard. But I can always drop it. But if I didn't take it and I wished I did, I couldnt move up yknow? ok im done. Byy now dearest !

Tell Me A Story

Dear Ate,

What the heck, I just looked at the previous post and saw my dot points turned into flowers O_O Weird... That was NOT my intention. Anywho. Just dropping by to tell you I have narrowed my subject selection thing. Sorta. We have to do English and Maths and I've already decided I'm doing Ext 1 English (still don't know if I should do on or off) and advanced maths. After the two compulsory subjects we have to pick 6 subjects only four of which we'll actually get. So, preferened, mine are:

1. Chemistry
2. Biology
3. Legal Studies
4. Art
5. Physics
6. Ancient History

(Yeah that's right, using numbers this time. TAKE THAT FLOWER DOTS!)

Yeah yeah? Im still deciding whether or not I should swap 4 and 5 around. Also, once upon a time, I was at school in the morning looking forward to English first period. Little did I know that we had a short story due that lesson. And so, like the last minute person I am, I wrote it in the mroning and during roll call. I wasn't expecting it to be great cause it was rushed. But our teacher gave it back to us yesterday and I got an A :D And the comment was so wow. It was like "...Context is a bit dark but well written. Evocative of EA Poe..." YOU KNOW HOW HAPPY I AM ABOUT THAT?? I LOVE EA POE !!! -end brag-

Edit: OMGSH THEY STILL BECAME FLOWERS D:

Yours Truly,

Kyleen

State of Origin Game 2

Dear Ate,

I shall commentate to you. Actually, no I won't cause I don't the technical terms. Basically the first game, NSW got owned. It wasn't that bad though. Four point loss. But still THEY LOST! And I am currently watching the second game as I am typing this. Dad's freaking out cause Queensland has the ball.

[Exuent Father]

ehe . I'm so lame. Its the 23rd minute and the score is 10-0. Queensland is winning. How pathetic D: Our defense is pathetic and close to non existent. Enough about this depressing game, I shall tell you the final score later. In the meantime, I received subject selection forms. HELP!

I have no idea what to pick. Well I have an idea but I have TOO many ideas. I'm doing:

• Ext 1 English... online or offline? WHICH ONE SHOULD I DO ?!
• Advanced Maths
• Chemistry
• Biology

Those are for sure but I still want to do Physics, Visual Arts, Ancient History and Legal studies. And if I do Ext 1 English online, I might do Visual Design or photography as a one unit. I dont know D: I don't really like physics but according to my job guide, physics is recommended for Forensic Scientists. I replanned my future... sorta. Before I was going to do veterinary science at some uni. NOW, after reading the Job Guide, I am going to go UTS to do a Bachelor of Forensic Science in Applied Chemistry OR UTS; Bachelor of Forensic Biology in Biomedical Science. That's IF I get a good enough ATAR. Like... a really BIG if. Last resort for Forensic Science degree would be UWS, Bachelor of Science; (Forensic Science). (thats word for word out of the job guide ;D),

If I decide to NOT be a forensic scientist, I'm going to go UNSW and do a double degree of combined law (also out of the job guide ;D) but I want to specialise in criminal law. Are you caring about all this? :P Im probably rambling and you probably find this incredibly boring. ah well. Rambling is what i do ;D I got my story for Half Yearlies back. 15/20. Not great but pretty damn good considering the average was 60% including both parts.

My story is so tragic... as usual. Wanna read? ;D Just say the word and I'll send :D

update: End of first half; 16-0 Queensland's way

52nd minute; 28-0 NSW only JUST beginning to improve their defense.

64th minute; 34-0 NSW suck. Really really suck. They were on the tryline and they still didn't manage to score =="

79th miute; 34-6 ABOUT FREAKING TIME

Final Score: 34-6 PATHETIC MUCH?

Yours Truly,

Kyleen

FIST IN COW!

Dear Ate,

I spent all of today in your room watching gossip girl. Literally. I woke up, ate meatless food (which for every filo probably means palabok) and into your room I went to watch Gossip Girl on my laptop. I am up to season three and omgsh Chuck is soo sweet ^^ And Nelly Yuki is cute..kinda annoying though. Penelope should go bury herself in a hole =="
Enough about gossip girl though... I am considering moving into your room. Agree or disagree? The major reason I want to move into there is so I can have a photo strip on my/your wall :D But if I DO move into your room, I'm going to leave everything pretty much the same. Just with an added photo strip and (if i ever get a job and save up for one) an electric guitar :D I have big plans for your room. And chi chi is already planning stuff for our room once I move out. And it isn't even certain yet D: Gee... someone's eager to get rid of me *rollseyes* Although, I have made some mental notes.. I want to sleep in there for one night to see what it's like. Might not be able to take all the memories it brings back y'know ;P Nah I'm kidding, no need for tears !! It doesn't smell like you anymore so I can cope :D So with all these plans and full proof ideas, what's stopping me you say? You might not want me to which is all fine and dandy. I mean, it's your room :P But the other reason is cause if when you come back, you won't have anywhere to stay. And I have to keep believing that you will be back. And I guess that room is the last thing to go before everything is final =/
On a happier(?) note, I did preg testing last week.. it wasn't THAT bad tbh. I didn't get too dirty. I was worried about my shoes though. It was a sport day so I had my nice shoes on D: And I thought I'd be the last person on the first cow so I was thinking "oh sweet, I won't be pooped on !" but then when I was about to step forward, he was like "oh wait a sec, this girl's had enough, I'll bring in the next one" And I was all D: D: D: D: WHAT?! But no..it didn't poop on me. BUT! All the poop from the first cow was all over the floor that I was meant to stand on ==" Btu I got out of it clean enough :D Yes, I'll spare you the details but basically, I'm glad I did it pretty quickly cause when I shoved my hand in, I felt poop almost on it's way out :S and the cow sucked me in D: Like I was shoving my hand in and I was having trouble going past my wrist and the guy was like "keep pushing it in, a little harder" So me, being the obedient little girl I am (haha..) pushed harder just as the cow's rectum was contracting and I slipped in ==" Stupid cow and its suction power... But yeah, I got to where I was meant to be and I felt the vein and it had a beat ^^ It's very... I dunno... breathtaking I guess? to be able to feel a life. Even though that life may only have been created to serve humans and possibly die. Wow, how negative does that sound "she was born to die." Yes, another one of my emo thoughts ;P But yeah... it was nice to be able to feel the beat of a baby, even if it might end up being my dinner or the source of my milk...
This has been one of the most.. naturally written letters to you ever.. It shocks me :P Oh ! And I wrote a story for English. I like it. Or as Thai would say "I like the wordiness of it" Yes. Very intelligent boy 8-) But yeah, I'm pretty proud of it. Not sure what you'd think but whatever. If you want it, let me know :P

Yours Truly,
Kyleen

Ps: Check it out ;D

Returning Home

Dear Ate,

We got back from Philippines not too long ago :D And as suck-uppy as this may sound, I really mean it when I say, the best bits were when you were there. Cause decisions were actually being made adn you actually mingled and talked. YOu know, not keep to yourself like others might..not pointing the finger at anyone 8-) It was a good break in the monotony of waking up, getting nagged, deciding where to go, going wherever it is we decide and keeping to ourselves. Living 24/7 with someone can really get to you. Like LITERALLY 24/7. As in, wherever she is, I am or vice versa. Im not blaming anyone, it's probably cause of my antisoical-ness and language barriers that I get bored. Thats why I like you being there :D Even when it was just us three. IT was good. Brought back memories :)
Like the first night that you came back with Joel and we were running around Serendra going crazy and taking random, crazy photos..ahhh it was good :') I really miss that. YOu know when oyu left, I was thinking about how we acted when we were together and it was so pleasantly childish. I seriously dont think there's another group of sisters who act like that at our age. And to be completely honest, I'm going to miss it. A lot. I don't know when we're going to be able to act like that again. I mean, our next reunion is still unknown. And if it isnt till you're finished in Singapore, thats one long wait. And im not quite sure if our childish ways will wait that long..I hope they do, but time has a way of changing things...
Wow, what depressing thoughts. But seriously. It just occurred to me, when you get back we're going to be what? 18, 22 and 26. And the question that comes to mind is: Will we still think as immaturelya s we do now and have as much fun? Maybe, maybe not. If not, then here's a more pressing question: Was this the last time we would be like this? Ever? I honestly hope not. Kinda doubting it. BUt the reality is, time ages. minds included so we'll see how it goes yeah? But knowing us, we could be 70 and wheeling around taking crazy photos. I hope this is the case :D
I love you ate, I hope things never change too much cause I don't know what I'd do if they did :'(

Yours Truly,
Kyleen

THANKYOU!!!

Dear Ate,

This post is just to say Thankyou sooo much for the clothes !! They're so pretty ^^ ANd I dont think i need ot tell you that my favourite bit was the card. You arleady knew that from the phone call :P Seriously, there was no point trying to hide the tears from chi chi or you. THATS how much there were. I am SO wearing that outfit to my next party (H). That is all. Good day to you :D

Yours Truly,
Kyleeny

15! 15!

Dear Ate,

This year was my first birthday without you. I must admit, its a weird feeling =/ Usually I wake up to "HAPPY BIRTHDAY ATE KEEN :D" but no, I woke up to... I dont even remember anymore O_o. OH thats right, my alarm and a card posted on my door from chi chi.
Despite your absence, it was pretty good. I feel so loved ^^ I came home from school with tons of birthday bags. Three of my friends baked me cupcakes for my friend (one of which got up at 5 this morning to do so), one of my other friends got me a caramel donut, and yeah, all these other things like chocolate, plushies, dvds and special treatment ;) Pretty damn good :P I brought my guitar to school today too and I got serenaded. Yeah (H)
Oh and I got REALLY sentimental cards and i cried at recess..and lunch. And when I got your text, I cried too :/ especially cause your text got to me at the same time that 168464345 others..now im just sounding bigheaded but I guess im just grateful for all this love. I seriously never thought that I was this loved =/
We went Rashays too and my phone got replaced AGAIN, cause i broke it like twice already =/ yeah..it was pretty good. still wish you were here though..would have been so much better.

Yours Truly,
Kyleen

Wedding Bells

Dear Ate,

It was Ate Krissels wedding yesterday. And I know you love weddings :P It was so pretty ^^ And the colour scheme was purple. And they had their first dance to Heaven by DJ Sammy. IT reminded me of you =/ Oh, I looked at what you said your favourite part of the wedding was. and you are sooo right, it's so sweet to see the guys face light up when his bride starts walkng down the aisle ^^ I wish i got a photo, damn =/ ah well.
Ate Krissel's dress was really pretty too. Like a really long train and stuff. It was imported from... Italy I think ? POINT IS, it was purrrrty ^^ but I was kinda irritated cause I missed out on Mel's birthday party. Lame reason I know but meh, thats the way I roll (H). It was so sad cause Ate Krissel was walking around the tables asking how everyone was and stuff, and when she got to ours it was like:
AK: Aww, if only K-Anne was here
M(mum): yeah, she wanted to be here so bad.
AK: Yeah, dont worry, hopefully she'll be here when teh baby comes.
M: When's it due?
AK: February next year, will she be here?
M: I don't know, maybe.
AK: I hope she can make it =/
I hope you can make it too. . .

Is It So Hard ?

Dear Ate,

Wow, I know EXACTLY what you mean now. I remember when you used to be the one that was..in charge of all the internet/computer maintenance and you used to get so irritated. back then I thought "my gosh, is it REALLY that hard?" Insensitive, I know. But I can SO sympathize with you now. They skipped a generation ==" Now that you're gone, you can no longer make sure the computer and internet is working fine (obviously). So who has to do it now? Not chichi (for reasons i can't really figure out) but me! My gosh, they think im a computer genius but im not >< I just read the instructions! And if I can't fix it they say "You only fix it when it's convenient for yourself" gah, as you can probably tell, not a very happy chappy =="

Yours Truly,
Kyleen